Home Coming

Okay so homecoming is three weeks into October, and like every other girl, I really wanna go. And lately me and my best guy friend have been very close (in my opinion) and I get the feeling he likes me, but I'm afraid that maybe it's just my feelings for him getting in the way/blurring my vision.
So maybe I'm over analyzing things but one day we were hanging out, just the two of us and we were just talking, and all of a sudden he said "God Kaylee! You wouldn't know a guy liked you if he made out with you" I had to do a double take because I was shocked at first and I was like "what?" and he just said "whatever never mind"
Then Me, Him, and my best friend were in an assembly and Brandon (the guy) was like "yea all three of us will go to home coming" and I told him it wouldn't be the three of us because Raquel (my best friend) was going with her boyfriend "and he was like well then she can be a loser and you and me will go together"
and then today he came over and hung out with me which I think is a big deal because he's actually a pretty popular guy, and I'm very not, I'm just socially awkward all around. And he took me over to some of his friends and they were talking to him and telling him how "in-ballsy" he is and told him that a "ballsy" guy would just kiss me eight then and there and he actually tried too but i got nervous and pushed him away, but then we hung out the rest of the lunch period and we had so much fun.

Thanks for reading this I just felt like venting and I would really like some advice, because before I thought that if he asked I would go with him just as friend, but now....I think I actually like and have an actual crush on him X////X

Dad's house

So it's Sunday and I'm at my dads, it's not  bad thing, I'm just usully bored here.
My dad got cut down to part time recently, so I guess that means were gonna be tight on cash, but oh well.
I went to the mall yesterday with raquel, and bought nothing! I wanted to so bad though, I found a really cute coat, and some jeans (size 5 X.x -dies- Gah! I remember when I used to be a size 3 TTnTT) I found some boots and they were on sale for $30! ....but alas I had no money. I'll just have to wait until winter break, cause by that time I will have paid back my mom for the things she bought me and work enough to earn some money of my own. I was supposed to do my laundry today (I literally have NO clothes!)but I'll do it when I go back to my moms yesterday.
I talked alot with Quel yesterday, it was good for me I guess, I don't know what I'll do without her when I move.
I mean I understand that she most likely doenst need me as much as I need her, even thoguh she thinks she does.
I'm kind of excited ot move,...but also kind of scared
Happy because I get start over, it also gives me a reason to lose weiht now, so that when we move I can have a new inage
Scary because I'll be starting all over and I will have no friends and first impressions are everything and what if I give the wrong one.
But I guess only time will tell.
I'm watching Top gear right now, I love that show! :)