Starting

Okay so I'm getting back on the "wagon"
my diet I mean,  Lately all I've been able to do is completely starve myself by skipping breakfast and lunch and then I get home and binge on so much crap!
but that will no longer happen, I actually had a pretty good day today, not just food wise but I also went out  with my mom and sister and we went to see "Grownups" and I have to say it was a hilarious movie.
Me and my mom didn't get into a fight, in my head though I really wanted her to shut u though, cause she has this habit of repeating herself over and over and adding details to and explaining things that don't matter.Tomorrow Raquel (my best friend) are supposed to go out to the mall, I have no money, only enough for the bus fair, so she apparently is buying me lunch. Which I kind of think is fair because, I always buy the food when ever we go out.
Homecoming is sometime in October, I really want to go, but nobody's asked me, and I don't think anybody will. Kaite (not my best friend but I do have second period and lunch with her, and she's kind of okay) is apparently going with McKinley (Kaite's best friend, I have some classes with her and she's nice, she talks to me) and Tori (another one of her friends), they were all talking about it today at lunch, while I was sitting with them! and I know I'm not their best friends' but I have more classes with all of them and talk to Kaite more than McKinley does and McKinley talks to me more than Kaite! Plus I think it's kind of rude. Then Kaite realized I was awkwardly sitting there and turned to me "Oh Gray we weren't talking about you,we know you don't have the money to go, so you can't go" STAB THROUGH THE HEART! Okay so fricken Shoot me! I don't have money to go out and buy a dress, and buy  a$20 ticket, and $50 pictures, only to go by myself! Unfortunately I have to say this, FUCK YOU KAITE!
In other, news, I guess, Lately I haven't been drawing at all! and Raquel's getting really good, I guess I have inferiority issues as well.
I got my camera for my photo 1 class, and I think it's broken, the dial for the shutter speed is stuck and I can't change it. Shucks.
Anyway that's all, it feels nice to unload all that mindless drama, I'm sure I'll have more news for ya later ;D